I felt so relieved when I met his friends. I felt that Luno feels comfortable about introducing me to his friends. It is in a way unspoken acceptance, unspoken step forward.

Nevertheless, I had a terrible feeling. I did not understand why, but I had a sensation that something is going on. but what? and why I have these thoughts? No clue.

I had a business trip to the north of the country for a day, but I decide to travel there for almost a week. I just wanted to be face to face to my feelings, listen to what my heart and my soul were telling me.. and what they were whispering to me was not nice…

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3 thoughts on “Mixed Feelings

  1. I do hope your doing fine.
    Being crazy and self destructive is okay for a while.You just need to let go. Do something that can make you busy.
    Listening to music,writing or anything that will capture your interest.Do something unusual than what’s ordinary for you.Or maybe loving your self more.
    xoxo Lothy

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